WELLLL not too much is new here. We've still been in the house. My companion isn't doing so well. The medications they gave her for her ear that were supposed to help her with her dizziness aren't doing anything. She is still dizzy and having bad headaches, and is starting to get more discouraged. We are starting to think that all her problems are mental, like she is stressed out or sad or something and that is making her physically sick. We don't know. I feel incapable of this, I don't know what to do a lot of the time. But I am trying to keep the faith, keep positive, and help my companion to do the same.
Patricia- we finally got ahold of her! We had stopped by her house lots of times but she was never home, and we called her but she never answered. Finally we called her at work this week and she told us she is moving and that her phone is broken so she sent it in to get fixed, so that's why we haven't been able to get ahold of her. Anyway, I'm sad because she's sooo great and now she's moving. :( But what can you do? Nada. Hopefully I will get to say bye to her, she said she's gonna call us.
Berny came to church yesterday! That was awesome. She came in a skirt and everything :) She is great! Her family didn't come with her, but hopefully this weekend they will. They are a great family! We also saw Aileen last night. She is great, too. She works a lot so we only saw her once last week, and she still wasn't able to go to church. But she is understanding about the restoration of the Gospel and is doing well.
The picture I sent is of us going crazy, a little bit. We are bored. :)
This week I wanted to talk a little bit about change... Our Bishop here said the other day, ''Everything can change, absolutely everything. But it depends on us.'' I loved that. It's true! Our current situations don't define us, nor are they permanent. We can decide what we want to do with our lives, where we are going, who we will become. We have a potential that is so great we can't even imagine. I, for example, have lots of things I would like to change. Sometimes I get impatient with myself when I don't see immediate results. But we need to remember to be patient with ourselves as well as with others. I often remember a scripture that I am sure I have shared before, in The Book of Mormon. ''And if men come unto me, I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble, and my grace is sufficient for all men who humble themselves before me. And if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them'' (Ether 12:27). The Lord gives us our weaknesses (and our strengths). He wants us to be humble and try to be our best. We need to be patient and keep going! We can always change, we can always improve and do GREAT things with our lives. But it is up to us!
This time in my mission is really hard for me, for a few reasons. But I am going to keep going, going to keep doing my best! I know that if we are companions, we are companions for a reason. I need to help her in this time and I need to learn more patience or something. :) Praying that Hermana Zapata will start to feel better, and that we can go to work soon!
I love being a missionary and I love serving here in Chile. I am praying for you all, love you so much! Have a fabulous week! :)
xoxox